I don’t think there’s anything else to be said about them and I really did not click with Big Ben’s brother. I actually wanted to read that but I saw this was first in the series. The thing is the book had all the right ingredients but the way it was delivered was lacking for me. Just a way to get the 2 Ben to start dating. If the book would have focused on his dealing with the rape I guess it would have been ok, but after the abuse happens, it’s not really mentioned. I kept expecting someone to enter the office and stop his boss. Regarding Benji’s abuse, it kind of took me by surprise. As if an inner abuser is waiting his chance to escape him. Even if rationally I agreed with his actions.still, I was a bit creeped out.

Not that something very violent happened, but Big Ben was just kind of violent. I know he’s been abused and is in a very vulnerable position.but I’ll say it again: too much crying.Īlso, this story was oddly too violent for me. The story is too mushy and Benji cries way to freaking much. I'll take care of you.”īut from here things kind of went downhill. but if you give me a chance, I can make you happy, Benji. Sweet! The basis for the story: beauty is in the eye of the beholder works for me and there was one line at the beginning that really got to me: 'Benji, you're so beautiful,' he whispered as he tenderly stroked my cheek. The story is about a small shy guy who meets a giant shy bear. This is my fourth read from this author and, for a free online writer, he’s pretty good. He didn't come across as a crier, so fingers crossed X X! It's about Ben's brother and I liked him. So, a quick free read that was again, VERY sweet and VERY sobby. Apparently I'm not a fan of after sex tears. Damn boys, the sex seemed good, quit your crying. He apologized to Ben once about it and of course, got the obligatory 'that's one of the things I love about you' responses.

My complaint would have to be for the copious rivers of tears that Benji sheds. These two are quick with the 'I love you forever and ever until the day I die' statements, but I can always forgive that a little when you have two characters who are obviously very lonely going in the relationship. Lots of set ups for the stereotypes here and no big surprises. Ben is a big, shy hairy bear and Benji is a small, shy twink. Ben is a truck driver and Benji is a dispatcher. This is a story about two guys who have just never found their place or the person that makes them whole.

Big Ben by Rob Colton